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- Deviant for 18 years
- She / Her
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Current Residence: Gypsum Colorado
Favourite genre of music: jrock
Favourite cartoon character: Duo Maxwell
Personal Quote: you are living so please die
Favourite genre of music: jrock
Favourite cartoon character: Duo Maxwell
Personal Quote: you are living so please die
Favourite Visual Artist
Kyo
Favourite Movies
A Clockwork Orange
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Dir en Grey
Favourite Writers
Kyo
Favourite Games
KH
Other Interests
spiking my hair, writing songs,drawing
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This person known as Kira is a monster. She is not a person for what she did. She is inhuman for her actions, starvation of the soul and grief she gave to her one time best friend. She used this person for two years, was emotionally abusive to a large extent- taught this young naive girl that pain was love and then when she left, turned her inside out because there was no kindness, gentleness, no hint of thankfulness not even the decency to talk to this person. It hurt this girl so much that it was like emotional murder and for a year, she lost it although still did well in school. I do not forgive you Kira. You lied. You exaggerated and twisted what I said. YOu KNOW I would never mean what you suggested I said. I talked about death because I didnt want you to regret your actions in a what if we died tomorrow type of message. I was not doing anything else. YOu LIAR!! About so many things. I cannot believe you still exist without remorse or regret. You have ruined onen life. How many more? And towards someone whose intentions towards you were so good and did such good for you. Without an explanation. Just evil after evil. But God will take care of you. He will help me forget and forgive. I was such an innocent girl when I met you. You left my heart so brusied. YOU DO NOT TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU TREATED ME YOU TYRANT YOU LIAR YOU PHONY. You are horrible for it all. What else can I say? I must live with this day to day. May someone you know see and learn the truth before you fuck up anyone else and their notions of righ tand wrong. It was because of YOU that ihad casual sex. YOU TWISTED EVERYTHING THAT I KNEW WAS RIGHT. You told me you are a demon. Well if that is what you desire most for me to remember you as, then I will. I will.
Ps. I wrote a lot to you over that year because 1. I AM A WRITER 2. YOU ADVOCATED MY SELF EXPRESSION AND THE CONCEPT OF CATHARCISM 3. I THOUGHT YOU STILL CARED ABOUT ME
And I was so affected by you- grieving, getting over emotional abuse and figuring out the messages you sent to me in those two years that I was a horrible person and fighting to not lower myself to your level to keep telling you that I was. I REGRET the way I said things at times but I always apologized for them. IT WAS YOU WHO WANTED ME TO DIE.
There was once this story about a girl whose parents were not affectionate to her. She saw that her friend's mom gave her kisses so one day she starting kissing her parent's cheeks and whether they kissed or back does not matter although they did and should have. The point is that in the future, she kissed her little baby girl's head over and over again and all the time so that her little girl would know what love meant. That is a positive message. Your own message to the world- the world fucked me so I'll fuck it. You even said to me when I said you were fucking me over "Well I've been fucked" and to when I said be kind to me "Why hasn't anyone been kind to ME?"
I sent you kind messages in that year too. I bared my soul and spoke of how much pain I was in hoping you would say one kind word so I knew you didn't really hate me and didn't really want me to die.
And I was so affected by you- grieving, getting over emotional abuse and figuring out the messages you sent to me in those two years that I was a horrible person and fighting to not lower myself to your level to keep telling you that I was. I REGRET the way I said things at times but I always apologized for them. IT WAS YOU WHO WANTED ME TO DIE.
There was once this story about a girl whose parents were not affectionate to her. She saw that her friend's mom gave her kisses so one day she starting kissing her parent's cheeks and whether they kissed or back does not matter although they did and should have. The point is that in the future, she kissed her little baby girl's head over and over again and all the time so that her little girl would know what love meant. That is a positive message. Your own message to the world- the world fucked me so I'll fuck it. You even said to me when I said you were fucking me over "Well I've been fucked" and to when I said be kind to me "Why hasn't anyone been kind to ME?"
I sent you kind messages in that year too. I bared my soul and spoke of how much pain I was in hoping you would say one kind word so I knew you didn't really hate me and didn't really want me to die.
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